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errɑnt ɑrchivist ✶ ɑrthur inkwell ([personal profile] inklongdry) wrote2022-06-25 08:41 am

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"Arthur Inkwell here.
I've no earthly idea how this thing is supposed to work, but leave me a message if you're so inclined. I'll retrieve it at some point or another!"

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velluminous: (thinking "i know i can flourish still")

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ such a far cry from the woman who held him at an arm's length—even she can hardly believe how easily it comes to her lips. and she doesn't want to stop saying it.

every inch of her feels covered in goosebumps. she could laugh. she could—cry? no, not that one. drops back into his lap so she can look, really look, at his face.
]

Where... Where is she? Is she back?

[ you know who. ]
velluminous: (my weakness made me weep less)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ —SHIVERS OUT AN EXHALE. judgement is passed. ]

Oh, lapochka.

[ she's going to remember the feeling of crushing her for a very long time. the oni will see to that. but right now, the only one in control of Sprezzatura is Sprezzatura. she cups her hands and brings them up to cradle Clover, if she'll allow it, and press the gentlest kiss to that tiny face ]

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.
velluminous: (i'll believe the stories that i tell)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ she is so small. Mammon, she is so small.

just as with Lan Wangji's rabbits, when Clover cuddles down, she feels her own heart beating fast. she could break her—did break her. it is very hard to move. so she stays still, the cradle of her fingers neither loosening nor tightening.
]

Such brave girl, you. Bravest of anyone.
velluminous: (spells within us)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ abruptly, again, she meets his gaze.

once more, with feeling:
] I love you.
velluminous: (love is a two-hearted dream)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ that feeling, the very selfsame. a teariness comes over her, abrupt but brief. she refuses to cry over this—not when her fight with Alec left her so close to it already. these two things are not the same. ]

I would like to use mirror...

[ can she say this in front of clover. close your ears honey ]
velluminous: (love is a two-hearted dream)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
No, not... [ not right now. she's exhausted, she's angry, and she doesn't want to move from this spot yet. she doesn't deny it fully, though, as the way his ears swivel makes her stomach clench. ] That is, I mean... my heart is so full...
velluminous: (bite my tongue; swallow grief)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ unfortunately, Clover poofing away does send Sprezzatura's pulse on an upward spike—just for a moment, that old worry she gets when holding small creatures combined with the very real memory of trying to crush her skull in her palm. it both is and is not her own, but the fact remains: she does jump slightly, only to relax again into the warmth of Arthur's kiss. ]

Mister Ingo. He mentioned. Be careful, won't you?
velluminous: (you've still a little will left)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Miss Oriphi... good. Powerful woman, she.

[ little does she know she's gonna end up getting speared through the back in a palace this very same ic day, so her largest concern now is Arthur dying. ]
velluminous: (lonely lonely lonely low)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-25 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ SIKE the palace is out of time i was wrong ]

I attacked her also. Please look after her.
velluminous: (cannot sleep for sighing)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-26 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
It plays in my mind as though it were me.
velluminous: (hammering the nails)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-26 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
She uses me like puppet, makes me feel everything—my horn, broken. My hand... [ nearly ripped from her wrist, she can't stop seeing it in her mind's eye ] I am being apologizing all day, I wish—

[ stops herself, for a moment seething again. no. no. no, she doesn't wish that. ]
velluminous: (i need my bloody sword to swing)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-01-26 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ if she has her way, he will never know how bad it got. how many people she hunted, how many people just left her, and how many fought back with the real intent to kill if they had to.

that's what she keeps saying she wanted, but the reality of it is not so cut and dry. she's always going to remember the crunch of her arm as Ruggie bit it in two. she's always going to remember Lotor's face twisted up in an intensity of spite she never before ascribed to him. she's always going to remember Alec Brennan's fucking arm around her throat.
]

I wish she never looked at anyone but me. I am sick of swallowing my words to let everyone else say what they think.

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